So long never really relax and enjoy liao..i feel so dead recently, like all things STOP &ROTTS, honestly, i wonder if i'm having depression again. Everything seems to not the way i expect them to be and i'm starting to doubt so much about everything..sighs.. i wonder when i can stop feeling this way..like get over it..

I guess i really need my holidays, havent really been out of this island for a year due to my house commitments...*shakes head*** ... ... ... ...

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING...i dono wat...but just SOMETHING...**self confusing**

Stayed home today...SUNDAY..there's a lot of things i need to settle:

1) Go visit my Granny

2) Go Spotlight but Ling's flower cosage thingy

3) Wana go gym

4) Need to buy a night dress, shoes for Ling's dinner

GGGGRRRrrrrrr then i still nuaing at home, dono where or which options to settle..NUAzzzz

~~~SupA BORED